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"Leave a missive, but be brief about it."

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Date: 2023-09-28 11:45 pm (UTC)
opheliac: ✖ malagraphic (Nothing to lose when the devil comes)
From: [personal profile] opheliac
( it's strange really. the closer silco is to her, the more her body has the urge to just collapse in front of him. jinx had been behaving tough and brave which felt like weeks now. and what she would give to just to be home, lie on the couch to either cry everything out or just sleep even more from exhaustion. but she can't do that now -- the locals are still lingering where they are and she needs to continue to appear strong. if the two of them were to either rule this city or the next over, she can't express any weakness. and while her stance is showing strength, the look on her face is the opposite. she's tired, she feels broken, ripped apart, and... small.

blinking away the tears that's forming suddenly at her eyes, she nods to him and collects both pow-pow and ekko's hoverboard. his daughter once again whimpers quietly in pain, but she fights through it -- somewhat waddling when she walks. her legs are damaged the most when it comes to markings, stumbling in her footing here and there due to the numbness she's getting. but... look tough, she tells herself. pretend the waddle and the stumbling is just... part of how she moves. after all, people already think she's a loon or an oddball. so why not play up the part?
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Date: 2023-09-29 05:12 am (UTC)
opheliac: ✖ malagraphic (If I'm playing with your mind)
From: [personal profile] opheliac
( there is a slight hesitation with giving up the glider to her father. knowing his thoughts on ekko, he might simply break the board in two and toss it in a garbage can somewhere. regardless though, she hands it over to him then readjusts her machine gun's strap.

this is definitely a lot better all considered. she just needs to make it home and then she can fall apart privately... somehow. because jinx doesn't want to seem weak to silco either (despite the fact he's seen her in that state countless times) and she wants to prove that she can handle anything -- the maze, the withdrawals, and the "break up".

tightening the grip of her strap with both hands, the prodigy forces her body to push on. maybe if she preoccupies her mind with thoughts of a soft cozy bed and maybe something to eat, the walk will end faster.
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Edited Date: 2023-09-29 05:12 am (UTC)

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Date: 2023-09-29 04:02 pm (UTC)
opheliac: (•_•) (And I treat you like prize)
From: [personal profile] opheliac
( a bath does sound great right about now. although the downside of the bath is her hair. luckily, they have enough products for her to maintain it the way she wanted but the energy to deal with it after the bath is nonexistent. maybe it would be better if she chopped it all off and then throw the pair of scissors to a mirror -- it'll give her some pleasure to watch something shatter and crumble knowing she's the cause of it.

...

jinx isn't going to do any of that, obviously. well not the hair cutting part anyway. it's just her exhaustion and her mental state talking. his daughter nods to his proposal nevertheless and keeps close -- not too close because onlookers but enough in case she trips over herself or something.
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Date: 2023-09-29 04:24 pm (UTC)
opheliac: (っ °Д °;)っ (Type to make you cry)
From: [personal profile] opheliac
( if she had the energy, she would sprint the rest of the way there, kiss the floorboards, and scream in pure joy. but instead, jinx will keep the happiness within her than letting it all out. when the two of them are finally in the home with the door shut tight behind them, the teen toes off her boots and immediately drops her weapon onto the floor -- it thuds when it lands with a possible dent or scratch to the weapon now. but she'll buff it out later, pow-pow is probably too exhausted to care about being damaged up anyway.

her eyes stare straight on to the couch and wastes no time to head for it, despite that she did agree to bathe just moments before. she'll get to that.... eventually. but for her right now, nothing is calling to her more than this cushion. so she flops onto the sofa, head first in a muffled long groan with one arm and leg dangling off the furniture.
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Edited Date: 2023-09-29 04:25 pm (UTC)

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Date: 2023-09-29 05:25 pm (UTC)
opheliac: ✖ malagraphic (to the edge now)
From: [personal profile] opheliac
I don't care about him.

( she mumbles this onto the cushion of the sofa. and if the funhouse expose anything about herself, it's definitely her feelings regarding towards ekko. there's obvious interest there mixed in with their rivalry -- which makes things complicated to say the least. )

He's no one...

( even with that statement, she sniffles to hold back the reality of him... no longer being here. and although jinx knows deep down he didn't leave aldrip on his own, she's still so ticked off he left her after they kissed and cozed up together. she was so dumb to think good things would come to her like that so easily. )

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Date: 2023-09-30 01:47 am (UTC)
opheliac: ✖ malagraphic (When my back is to the world)
From: [personal profile] opheliac
( she says nothing to his statements because there is such a thing called "pleading the fifth". but that doesn't stop her from shifting her head to peer up at her father, eyes narrowing slightly. it's not in a threatening manner by any means. it's just... a look she wants to give to him, because she can get away with doing it sometimes. )

...

( and why would he bring up the enforcer? ugh. what a disgusting thought of snuggling up to her of all people. she would much rather jump off a bridge than be caught dead in bed with her. it's already painful enough she was semi-nice to her during the maze. but that was only because her presence wasn't priority at the time -- getting out was. still... it makes her want to shudder. )
Edited Date: 2023-09-30 01:48 am (UTC)

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Date: 2023-09-30 07:11 pm (UTC)
opheliac: ✖ malagraphic (You got scars deep enough to last)
From: [personal profile] opheliac
( grunting in frustration, jinx forces her body to hop itself off the couch and turning to silco with whatever strength she has left in her. biting her lower lip to suppress her giggling from becoming too obnoxious, his daughter cocks her head to the side in a slow yet unsettling lean. )

Eh heh heh, what? You think I'm like my big sister? — That I'll just go googly-eyed for the first cute squishy face I see?

( taking a step away in a weird waltz motion, she ventures off to their little open kitchen -- her hand tracing along the counter until it halts in front of a drawer. )

Eveeerryybody knoooows a love like that is just a temporary infatuation. A firecracker that'll fizzle out after a few seconds. And believe me, I know a thing or two about sparks...!

( her fingers curl on the knob of said drawer, tugging it out to reveal all the knives they store inside. jinx clicks her tongue over the roof of her mouth as she rummages through, finally deciding on a chef's knife. the blue haired girl lifts the tool up in a bird's eye view -- inspecting the blade so carefully and delicately. )

It's why I left him the first chance I got...

( her tone twists eerily somber yet her grip on the handle tightens. )

'Cause people are evil. They make feel things, screw you all up, and before you know it? They abandon you. Make you feel... like a piece is missing inside of you and breaking you apart. Just like you said.

( — abruptly though, she twirls back around to meet her father's face again, the knife now tuck behind her back while standing in such a cutesy little manner. )

So why would I go back to the same ol' lesson when I aced it already, huh?!

( a beat. )

Besides if I ever see him again, I'll make him regret everything.

( wearing a smile so dangerously tight, his daughter lifts up the knife high over her head only to swing it down hard onto the table so it'll stick between it's wooding. and her gaze is so... bizarrely fixated on silco that could make anyone's skin crawl if they were an on-looker. so thank goodness it's just the two of them in this home and no one else. )
Edited Date: 2023-09-30 07:15 pm (UTC)

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Date: 2023-09-30 07:50 pm (UTC)
opheliac: ✖ malagraphic (im in love with the way you hate me)
From: [personal profile] opheliac
( while she has a complicated relationship with self-love, he is right that she wishes to be like vi some days. because (in her twisted prospective) the whole stinking town adores her older sister. she's caring, helpful, a hero, has a girlfriend, and her own little "powder" as much she doesn't want to see the truth of it.

she has everything she could ever want while jinx continuously gets "jinxed" whenever she tried to follow her sister's footsteps. it often led for her to believe she wasn't meant to be like her sister -- she is different after all. but just once in her life, can't she have something sweet? just a little taste of victory? jinx had her share, sure, but not as much as she craves for.

yanking the knife out of its slot, she drags the blade across its surface to carve little zig-zags and lines. the boring table is in need of some better decor anyway.
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One wing for each of us.

( jinx says this now and her words are most likely true to some degree. she wants to shoot him down or at least kick him in the stomach if he shows up again and she very may well do that. but to put an end to him? with a fickle heart like hers, who knows if death will come to the boy savior in the long run. )
Edited Date: 2023-09-30 07:51 pm (UTC)

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Date: 2023-09-30 08:11 pm (UTC)
opheliac: ✖ malagraphic (I stack it in my mind)
From: [personal profile] opheliac
( and it's that right there that stills everything -- her unhinged demeanor, the knife, maybe even her breathing. jinx is quiet for possibly a second or two before saying simply: )

I don't know any door.

( except she knows which door he is talking about because she wandered in there herself when it got created. somehow. maybe it just manifested because he was on her mind the weekend before. )

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Date: 2023-09-30 08:39 pm (UTC)
opheliac: ✖ malagraphic (I know you've heard)
From: [personal profile] opheliac
I thought you said I needed treatment.

( she bluntly reminds him as she chisels one last little thing upon the table before looking at his direction. is this her way of evading this conversation? oh definitely. because while her words are true on her belief of romance being a temporary sensation, her bolting out of ekko's place that morning, and currently carrying a lot of anger over him, that room is filled with all the good qualities she sees in ekko.

the raw moments of him smiling when she use to spy on him and his gang, him working on whatever invention and how... nice his muscles would twitch, the two of them lying on the beach together when he arrived in aldrip, the casino, their kiss, him holding her during the night... — all of that is stored inside.

hence why it shut so quickly when they approached. the funhouse worked in an unusual way that not even jinx could explain it if asked. because while she was her own person and ducking around to avoid a deformed looking doctor alone, the doll version of her was also her in some fashion. she was with vi and silco during their search but not with them at the same time.
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Edited Date: 2023-09-30 08:39 pm (UTC)

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Date: 2023-09-30 09:49 pm (UTC)
opheliac: ✖ palpo (make me sway)
From: [personal profile] opheliac
( her eyebrow quicks then, leaving the knife on the table as she returns back to the couch -- energy leaving her again. )

You heard about that?

( possibly a silly question since the building structure was in the village. it's almost impossible to not hear the destruction when it could had happen right outside someone's window or doorstep. but the fact he was able to link the incident to her is what surprises her somewhat. because jinx isn't the only chosen around with mystical powers that could bring a home or whatever down to rubble. but maybe silco had seen so much of her explosions that he can point out her craft just by seeing or hearing it. )

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Date: 2023-10-01 01:36 am (UTC)
opheliac: ✖ malagraphic (bishops)
From: [personal profile] opheliac
But I already have a workshop. ... Sorta.

( slouching in her seat, her arm droops over her forehead as she takes a small breather. she probably shouldn't had acted out the way she did under her current condition. now she's more drained than ever!

jinx shuts her eyes behind her forearm to take in the somewhat soothing pressure she has with her arm to the head, while inhaling and exhaling steadily. mentally, she counts to herself with each given breath. one....two...three....hold. then out....two... three.
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— My hideout, remember? I'm still building it.
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