( she wets her chapped lips quickly and shifts her gaze away from him again. her demeanor becomes passive as her hands reach for a braid to swing over her shoulder. )
I know, I know.
( she mumbles with her fingers toying and picking through her messy bedhead locks. jinx says nothing for a few seconds, learning now that there's no point in denying her struggles and what's been eating at her. especially when silco had been by her side all the way... even if some of his advice or suggestions are things she doesn't agree on. like letting him handle quentin, or she should ditch her sister for good. those thoughts had passed her mind and she entertained them every now and again, but... her heart would interfere each time and she'd pull back. )
It's just... — I don't know how to deal with things that I can't... shoot away or blow up. Not when they can just come back.
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Date: 2024-04-02 05:09 pm (UTC)I know, I know.
( she mumbles with her fingers toying and picking through her messy bedhead locks. jinx says nothing for a few seconds, learning now that there's no point in denying her struggles and what's been eating at her. especially when silco had been by her side all the way... even if some of his advice or suggestions are things she doesn't agree on. like letting him handle quentin, or she should ditch her sister for good. those thoughts had passed her mind and she entertained them every now and again, but... her heart would interfere each time and she'd pull back. )
It's just... — I don't know how to deal with things that I can't... shoot away or blow up. Not when they can just come back.