There are lessons of the flesh only learned with a little roughness. [He had no intention of dying, and he knew that at this time of evening that creatures were looking for other prey at this point. The cave was normally deserted especially as darkness fell and even better, the tablets didn't work well in the cave system so there was momentary peace.] Of course, most of those lessons require exposure, usually afterwards. [Bandages, salve, healing tinctures and the sort.

He waited for Richard to join him close to the cave mouth; it was best to be physically close or with contact with each other since there would be no light in which to see once they were deeper in. He was confident of his ability to navigate, but he honestly did not know how Richard would react.]

I don't discount the possibility, but I don't let it weigh down my actions either. I've seen no evident for or against the fates. I prefer my actions to be my own, good or bad.