[and whenever silco gets a chance to lock eyes at jinx from afar, she clutches her locks tight to her chest, and her breathing wavers almost in hysterics. she is so afraid of him not being real and just becoming a figment of her unwell mind. hope had stung so many times throughout her life, and she really can't bare another slash to the heart.
all of this gaining, losing, gaining, and losing again is enough to drive any sane person into insanity. and it had barely been a week since she lost isha and vander. the mere thought of their deaths, and the betrayal she felt when her sister switched sides pushes against her heart, and hot tears trail quickly down in her pale cheeks.
gasping through her sobs and with the last bit of strength in her, jinx bolts forward to him — stumbling then regaining her footing every so often. if her father disappears when she crashes into him, this will be it for her. no more trying, no more of this talk of "building something new". because everyone has their limit, and she's no exception. regardless if she is destined to be zaun's royalty. she can't be anything if she's been ripped to shreds.]
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all of this gaining, losing, gaining, and losing again is enough to drive any sane person into insanity. and it had barely been a week since she lost isha and vander. the mere thought of their deaths, and the betrayal she felt when her sister switched sides pushes against her heart, and hot tears trail quickly down in her pale cheeks.
gasping through her sobs and with the last bit of strength in her, jinx bolts forward to him — stumbling then regaining her footing every so often. if her father disappears when she crashes into him, this will be it for her. no more trying, no more of this talk of "building something new". because everyone has their limit, and she's no exception. regardless if she is destined to be zaun's royalty. she can't be anything if she's been ripped to shreds.]