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is that how U want to die?

I've already died. I can't see how suffocation would be any more peaceful then bleeding out. I imagine suffocation is similar to drowning actually.

well i know THAT. but that couldnt be the way u wanted to go, right? besides just dying in ur sleep. thats what most people hope for.

Death was always a constant threat, so I imagined there were all manner of ways for me to be eliminated. I will admit that I never considered my 'favourite' way to die.

if i can choose how i want to die, i want my weapons to kill me. i was the one who made them, so they have the right to take me out.

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Which one? You have so many to choose from, or would this be an 'all or nothing' sort of situation?

gee, i dont know!! all of my kids are special and unique. i guess whoever thinks they should make the call. but its like this too. lets say im down and out and someone decides to grab my trusty pistol from me (will never happen, this is pretend!). they aim it at me and they shoot me dead. see, i take THAT as my pistol taking me out. not whoever is on the other end. because its still my thing that got me. and id be ok with that.

So with that logic, it wasn't you who killed me but Pow-pow.

[See what he did there?]

( .... )

wait. ure right. it WAS pow-pow that did it. well! good thing ive already punished her a million times after that. dropping her and scraping her against the floors and stuff.

[And that's how one dealt with accidental homicide guilt.]

Good, so that is one less thing to stand between us. That punishment does seem adequate.

the weight has been lifted!!!

[Now for his next trick...]

By that same logic, the monkey bomb killed your family, or the stones themselves which were created by the Talis boy.

[Making it so that she had to take no responsibility for her actions wouldn't back-fire right?]

but then how come mylo and claggor are so mad at me if its my monkey bomb who did it?

How did Mylo and Claggor know it was you? You weren't in the room with them when the bomb exploded.

i dont know. they keep blaming me!

Then we need to convince them otherwise.

i dont know how...

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I know. Our previous attempts have failed, but perhaps here we can find a way.

u'd think if the council cared about rehabilitation, they'd do something about my... "freak outs". i dont like admitting i get them, but this is just between u and me so its ok.

No doubt they are of the opinion of personal responsibility and accountability rather than actually providing services that will rehabilitate. Not that it matters: you are perfect as you are. Do they bother you so much? They seem to have increased in frequency since the gemstone came into our lives.

[He wanted to say the sister, but he knew better. He also knew the sister was a spark to cause fire, not the incendiary.]

( 'you are perfect as you are', gods it's been so long since she heard that. and with everything that's going on in her life right now, it's something she needs to hear. )

i guess its just. pressure. maybe? back home was preettttty bonkers, ha ha!

We were on the precipace of freeing our people; there was a considerable pressure to produce those results after so long.

[It was also a frantic situation with many elements all competing for attention at the same time.]

There are less pressures here for similar results, yet, I see you struggling.

( oh, so he noticed. but that's not too much of a surprised. jinx knew this conversation would come about eventually. )

well. some things been... hard.

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