Death was always a constant threat, so I imagined there were all manner of ways for me to be eliminated. I will admit that I never considered my 'favourite' way to die.
gee, i dont know!! all of my kids are special and unique. i guess whoever thinks they should make the call. but its like this too.
lets say im down and out and someone decides to grab my trusty pistol from me (will never happen, this is pretend!). they aim it at me and they shoot me dead. see, i take THAT as my pistol taking me out. not whoever is on the other end. because its still my thing that got me. and id be ok with that.
wait. ure right. it WAS pow-pow that did it. well! good thing ive already punished her a million times after that. dropping her and scraping her against the floors and stuff.
u'd think if the council cared about rehabilitation, they'd do something about my... "freak outs". i dont like admitting i get them, but this is just between u and me so its ok.
No doubt they are of the opinion of personal responsibility and accountability rather than actually providing services that will rehabilitate. Not that it matters: you are perfect as you are.
Do they bother you so much? They seem to have increased in frequency since the gemstone came into our lives.
[He wanted to say the sister, but he knew better. He also knew the sister was a spark to cause fire, not the incendiary.]
('you are perfect as you are', gods it's been so long since she heard that. and with everything that's going on in her life right now, it's something she needs to hear. )
i guess its just. pressure. maybe? back home was preettttty bonkers, ha ha!
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Date: 2024-02-10 06:22 pm (UTC)Text; Charm (cw: talking about death now.... aaaaa)
Date: 2024-02-10 06:37 pm (UTC)Text; Charm (cw: no topic is apparently off limits)
Date: 2024-02-10 06:44 pm (UTC)Text; Charm (cw: whoever is stalking, just know this probably warnings for a while)
Date: 2024-02-10 06:47 pm (UTC)Text; Charm (cw: why would anyone stalk this trash fire?)
Date: 2024-02-10 06:49 pm (UTC)Text; Charm (cw: seeing the end result of a car crash is fun to watch on the sidelines)
Date: 2024-02-10 06:57 pm (UTC)Text; Charm (cw: i salute their interest)
Date: 2024-02-10 07:00 pm (UTC)Text; Charm (cw: 🤩)
Date: 2024-02-10 07:08 pm (UTC)but its like this too.
lets say im down and out and someone decides to grab my trusty pistol from me (will never happen, this is pretend!). they aim it at me and they shoot me dead. see, i take THAT as my pistol taking me out. not whoever is on the other end. because its still my thing that got me. and id be ok with that.
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Date: 2024-02-10 07:16 pm (UTC)[See what he did there?]
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Date: 2024-02-10 07:21 pm (UTC)Text; Charm 2/2
Date: 2024-02-10 07:23 pm (UTC)well!
good thing ive already punished her a million times after that. dropping her and scraping her against the floors and stuff.
Text; Charm
Date: 2024-02-10 07:26 pm (UTC)Good, so that is one less thing to stand between us. That punishment does seem adequate.
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Date: 2024-02-10 09:24 pm (UTC)Text; Charm
Date: 2024-02-10 09:41 pm (UTC)By that same logic, the monkey bomb killed your family, or the stones themselves which were created by the Talis boy.
[Making it so that she had to take no responsibility for her actions wouldn't back-fire right?]
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Date: 2024-02-11 12:02 am (UTC)Text; Charm
Date: 2024-02-11 03:52 pm (UTC)i dont like admitting i get them, but this is just between u and me so its ok.
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Date: 2024-02-11 04:34 pm (UTC)Do they bother you so much? They seem to have increased in frequency since the gemstone came into our lives.
[He wanted to say the sister, but he knew better. He also knew the sister was a spark to cause fire, not the incendiary.]
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Date: 2024-02-11 05:43 pm (UTC)i guess its just. pressure. maybe? back home was preettttty bonkers, ha ha!
Text; Charm
Date: 2024-02-11 05:50 pm (UTC)[It was also a frantic situation with many elements all competing for attention at the same time.]
There are less pressures here for similar results, yet, I see you struggling.
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Date: 2024-02-11 05:59 pm (UTC)well. some things been... hard.
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