[ jinx hangs up the auto recording to prevent it from going to the next message (for now). she switches colors to red and scribbles down while muttering along to what she writes. ]
Talk to Ragna... urgent. [ then scrapes lines underneath the word "urgent". his daughter glimpses back to her father, looking a bit concerned, and for good reason. ] — I'll go check on him later. I know he works for us and all, so I'll let know you what's up.
... You think it has something to do what that infection junk?
[This had to be a result of the event then. He didn't believe that Ragna would be killed; he had seen that one in action a bit too often to think he could succumb to injuries. What were the chances that Ragna had been infected? Well, the whole place was still standing, but the brute also used a sword more often than not.
He nodded his head, and he made a mental note to check on Levi. He hoped his little bodyguard was just laying low, but he should be certain.]
Potentially. We won't know until you make contact. And if you go in person, be careful.
[ she nods back to him, taking a second to breathe out her small worry and think a little more on the rational side of things. ]
I don't think he'll hurt me and I don't want to hurt him, but... I'll bring a smoke bomb along. If he does strike, I'll use it to book it.
[ best case scenario, he's just sick, but given what happened recently... that seems unlikely. jinx reaches over again to take another chip and dip for another bite. before facing her partner in crime (and not knowing what to expect), she needs to gather her strength more than ever now. ]
[There was no one other than Levi that he would trust with Jinx going to encounter Ragna. The brute had proven very loyal to Jinx, but if this was less of an illness and more or something residual of the infection, he was concerned for her safety.]
He may not have a choice, Jinx. Be careful. It would be preferable if you contacted him by the network first to assess the situation.
[He would prefer that contact to be in front of him, but they had private discussions that he was not privy to. He had to respect her privacy and judgment regardless of his concerns.]
[ could it be possible he didn't get healed? vi was the one who brought her back to her sense (which quite frankly, she... enjoyed being in that blood wrath mindset), but what of the people who didn't get that treatment? jinx chews on her bottom lip, and nods to silco again. ]
... Okay, I'll do that first. I'll call him later, see if he wants to talk that way or meet up.
[ her fingers dance over her device again, the black screen now twisting back to that lock and home screen displays. ]
[He trusted her to handle the situation with the brute, but his concerned remained. He was considering if there was anyone that he could call on to act as escort should this become a face-to-face meeting between the two.]
Do that. Contact me if you suspect it might not be safe to go to him. I will either come with you or arrange escort.
[He wasn't going to lose his daughter. He had been protecting her as much as he could since she was small while also allowing her the freedom to defend herself. The brute was not someone he thought they could take in a combat situation.]
[ she nods to him in understanding, although feeling a guilt weighting at the pit of her stomach. jinx trusts with ragna just as much as she trusts silco and her sister, and having to consider potential danger with him makes her feel like she's backstabbing him somehow. but it's for the best and the right choice of action. she'll just need time to muse over it, and convince herself that this is the correct thing to do.
sighing, his daughter goes through the whole process again to go through her voice mailbox, but skipping the first message, knowing who it belongs to. ]
Next message...
[ the teenager lifts her cup to her lips to take a mouthful. ]
[ just hearing his voice gets an enormous reaction out of her. jinx's entire body almost lunges forward in a startle, and spills some of her juice over her paper, while also covering half her face from spatting it through her mouth and nostrils. ]
"I've been trying to reach you for days, but you haven't gotten back to me."
[ with the drink down on the table, his daughter groans and starts shrinking in her chair, sinking further and further while using her loose hair to cover her entire face as ekko sighs and goes on. ]
"I just...Want to make sure you are alright after everything that happened last week. I'm sorry I couldn't have done more to help you, but this isn't like you to be so quiet."
[ her father can't see it due to her hair, but she is screwing her eyes shut tight and praying to janna that he won't say anything insanely embarrassing. but when he says —]
"Call me back when you get this."
[ — then follow by the woman declaring the message ended, the blueberry haired girl lifts a tiny piece of her hair to peek at the device as if she is making sure the coast is clear. thank goodness he didn't say anything.... intimate, and she wastes no time to select the "delete this message" option. ]
[Perhaps it would have been best for her to receive her messages in private rather than so openly, especially when the second message began to play. Of course it was the boy. He expected that Jinx had been rather violent during the event as Silco hadn't encountered her during that week, but it seemed to him that this one might have pursued her.
Of course Jinx's reaction to the message was worth the discontent that rippled through him. The boy had said plenty to him on the rooftop, unable to help himself from shooting his mouth off. The intention was clear that Ekko planned on stealing his daughter away, just like Quentin. He was the monster in their relationship after all.]
Don't.
[He ordered before she could delete the message. Much of the warmth had drained from his voice, and he folded his arms over his lap as he stared at the table, considering the concern in that one's tone at the end especially. Silco's posture had shifted through the message to being similar to when he was planning the demise of someone in Zaun.]
Play it again.
[Of course, if she had been quick about it and in fact deleted the message, that would be that. He had heard enough the first time, but it was always worthwhile to hear a second time to be certain.]
[ she was so damn close to deleting the message, if only she was a millisecond faster. but her fingernail hovers over the button when he orders her to stop, and her one pink eye peeks through her strands to her father. her own body hardens when his relaxed posture fades away, knowing that means silco is about to get serious and down to business.
at the second order, she hesitantly presses the repeat button, and ekko's voice rings in their atmosphere again. ugh, hearing it for the second time, and picking up the concern and sincerity in his syllables, makes her want to hide underneath the table. but instead of that, jinx returns to sag deep in her chair, then strains her arm to steadily scoop the snack to pop in her mouth through her waterfall of locks. ]
[Silco listened to the message again, his chin dipping towards his chest so he could focus his full attention on it. The emotion, the implication, the nuance. It might have been a short message, but in combination with everything else he knew, had seen and had been spoken to him, it was anything but in his eyes.
Then it was over and that seemed to be that. A wave on the horizon building momentum.
He lifted his head again and forced his posture to relax again. He had much to think about, and he needed to carefully plan his next steps. After all, Jinx had already given him a taste of life without her in it for a month over a matter not discussed or resolved, but for the sake of the peace, he would let it lay.
He said nothing about the message. His eyes lifted from where they had stared as he regarded his daughter. The last and only piece of Zaun he had left.]
[ ... she meant to say, "yes", but that sentence shoved away the word, then flew past the small gap between her two front teeth. slightly embarrassed by that outburst, jinx scoots more up right in her seat, and moves some of her hair behind her ear. ]
V-Vi texted me too!! All...worried and stuff. So he's... probably just worried like her.
[ why yes, she is going to throw her big sister into this to somehow make this look less... whatever this is. and while it would be very wise and smart for her to stop there, her tongue continues to flap out more words uncontrollably. ]
W-We did hug and...— [ kissed. but that confession, for some reason, got lost somewhere in the muddy waters of sentences. ] it's... not like Quentin. It's not going to end up like with Quentin.
[His expression closed when she decided to endeavor down this path, which was understandable. She was juggling many difficult relationships, and he didn't think for one moment that he had any manner of winning card if this came between the sister and the boy against himself. She had chosen the sister the last time after all.
Speak of the devil herself...]
I see.
[He knew she had been affected by the gnosia, but it seemed to him that perhaps that group had endeavored to find her. He had assumed she had spent her time in the forest as he had been told, but the pieces were now lining up to paint a very different picture.
He knew there was more. He knew that she knew there was more, but she was withholding the information. While he could apply pressure, barb her with the true depth he knew was there, Silco had never wanted to let her be anything more than what she was. The same act he had done to protect him perhaps she was doing for him; the difference was he had to wonder if she actually had something to lose or if she had outgrown him as a family...]
Be careful. I've watched this dance before.
[It was all he could say. He couldn't stop her before, why think he could now? She was an adult, and she had a right to care for anyone she chose to. He might not agree, but he was wise enough to know forbidding this upcoming fire would only add fuel to it.]
['i've watched this dance before.' those words twist in her a different way, not in a harmful way, but over the fact that silco was there during her time with quentin, and how it all fell apart.
he didn't need to back then, he could have been like mylo and pointed a finger to tease how he was right all along. but her father comforted her, and helped her get back on her feet. jinx is still stumbling, of course, but at least her legs aren't as wobbly. his daughter ducks her head down, the automatic voice hanging itself up after not receiving a response on what to do next, and it left the room to swallow up in silence. that is, until... ]
... We kissed.
[ she admits finally, reaching over a crayon to idly roll around on the table. ]
He was saying a lotta things and... it got me... weak. I guess. But I told him no. That I didn't want to be with him. And I stand by what I said.
[She didn't know because the Council had taken her memories of the events, but he knew she had told him about the other Ekko. The boy hadn't stayed long, but he had impacted her and started this whole 'interest in boys' phase that she was in. Yet, of the two dalliances, he would actually prefer Ekko over Quentin.
He made a soft noise of acknowledgement as the full truth was dragged out of her. He didn't intend for her to feel the need to speak further of it, but her impulsiveness paired with her fear of abandonment usually pushed such things out of her sooner than later.
Yet, his gaze sharpened and his head tilted to the side as he steepled his fingertips together.]
You told him no? Before or after this... kiss?
[No one took advantage of his daughter. He would see them in tiny pieces, and he would be certain to do that personally.]
[ her cheeks burn again, and she chews on her bottom lip knowing she'll have to talk about the whole incident in order to answer his question in full. jinx clears her throat, then averts her gaze back to the crayon she's toying with. ]
He confessed he has feelings for me. That he always had feelings for me. [ jinx loosely shrug a shoulder as she chuckles weakly. ] — Heh, and I, uh, thought he was joking. Y'know, just... trying to trip me up or something. But he said that he wasn't, and... he never wanted to fight me in the first place.
[ her tongue feels so swollen as she attempts to elaborate that day, and she moves her hand away from the marker to have her hands rest neatly in her lap. ]
Then he asked if... if I felt something, and I... — I mean, I've always felt some kind of something with him. This attraction or whatever. Like I don't want anyone else to hurt him, but me. Or... touch him. 'Cause I was first.
Then he just... got closer and closer to me.
[ steadily, her hand moves up to grab a handful of her straight locks, idly combing it through her fingers with her tone curling into a fairy tale like pitch. ]
He said that, we could just start over here, and all he wants to do is to hold me... and kiss me. But I told him, that he would just leave me or-or hurt me in the end, and we couldn't... be together. I said if he kisses me, it means everything was real, and it all means something.
[ jinx pauses as she thinks back, her breath carefully leaving her lips while staring off to nowhere in particular, and vacantly combing through her hair still. ]
He said he would never hurt me... and he'll prove that he's real and everything he felt... was real. So then he...
[ the pinks of her eyes glisten as she takes herself back to that exact moment, being physically present but not present at the same time. ]
[He listened to her detailing the scenario which lead up to the scene that he had seen in both video and pictures, receiving valuable context for that. He did not find that his assumptions about the scenario had been too far off, but he felt off about the timing. The boy had only recently arrived, and given the previous history...
Of course, Silco was the hated target, wasn't it? The boy had accused him of brainwashing and manipulating his daughter. It was not the first time such notions were leveled at him. It was that or that his daughter compromised him and made him weak. The people here would likely be in full belief that he was the problem when it came to Jinx.
He nodded his head, easing back into his chair. There did not seem to be as much untoward as he would have liked, but that didn't mean that he was pleased to hear that there would be aggressive pursuit of his daughter. Maybe she actually had the right idea and they should vet each other's interest. Or just not have them at all.]
I see. Facts of the past speak differently regarding him hurting her. However, you said you couldn't be together with him. Why?
[ his question brings her out of her pipe dream, and her expression falls downhearted while wrapping a few strands of her hair around her index finger. ]
... Because I know if he ever finds out we have Shimmer, he'll try to get rid of it. We'll just go back to how things were. There's no... starting over.
[ there's another reason, too, and she builds up the courage to be truthful. ]
I know you don't like him, and I want to be with someone who you approve of, who you'll like. ... Being with him will hurt you, and I've done enough of that already.
[It was true, and the benefits of Shimmer in this place were quickly rising. Jinx needed it to maintain herself, and he had his own needs. As a rule, he didn't use it more than he had to, but he had intention of giving a vial to Miller for his daughter. There was also Levi who seemed to have certain cruxes that he was noticing more and more.
Everyone from their world would disapprove of Shimmer being here; it was why he kept it secret for himself. Jinx was a bit more flagrant with it, but she had a far higher dose in her bloodstream than he did.]
He is welcome to try, but so far we have been fortunate to gain more. Still, it is a point of contention that will come to a head I expect.
[Silco regarded her silently at her reasoning, and he looked off across the house. He tapped his fingers lightly against his thigh as he considered.]
Our dislike is mutual, I imagine. There are very few that I approve of. What do you want?
[ she admits, voice turning frail and meek as she shifts in her seat to pull her legs up to embrace with. a part of her wants to cry, weirdly enough, but she blinks away any that might leak from the corner of her eyelids. ]
I don't know what I want, 'cause everything is so... — [ his daughter stops, deciding to rephrase her explanation. ] — First this fight with Ange, and I don't know how I'm supposed to be around her or act, t-then you and Vi dying, then you doing... stuff with someone here, and then Ekko doing this, then the stupid infection, and who knows what's wrong with Ragna... Just all of it is... a lot, and so much in my life is changing, and it's... going too fast.
It makes my head hurt, and makes everything so loud in my head. I can't think, and all I want to do is shoot something because that's the only thing that doesn't make stuff hard for me.
[He shifted himself back in his seat, setting his feet flat on the floor and then he did something that he rarely did these days. He patted his thigh with a hand.] Come here, Jinx.
[Normally she just slid into his lap on her own, but the chair and the situation didn't allow for that easily without invitation from him he supposed. He let her talk though, make a list of all the complications of her life that were twisting her up before he answered.]
We can only control what we can control and exert pressure to other unmanageable elements. Shall we discuss some solutions, or would you prefer to simply talk about all these matters?
[ she lifts her head, her doe-like eyes widen almost pathetically before she shimmies out of her own chair to approach her father. jinx doesn't waver in pulling herself onto his lap, settling herself, despite being way too old to do this. she isn't small enough to curl up in a ball like she used to, so her long legs dangle off his lap, however she rests her head against his shoulder. ]
But these equations are too complicated.... are they any solutions?
[ from her standpoint, all she sees is a chalkboard filled with complexed calculus problems, and it's so overwhelming that not even a genius like her can't figure out where to start first. ]
[She was an adult and didn't fit as well as she used to, and yet, he shifted his arm to curl around the small of her back to keep her steady. This was not the first or the last time she would find her way into his lap, and he had given up years ago trying to dissuade her from the notion. These days he could appreciate her wanting to be close, perhaps aware that such days may be numbered the older and more independent she became.]
There are always solutions, Jinx. What we need to do is break them down into smaller pieces and deduce what the base issues are and build to the more complicated topics.
[Reading people and understanding their motivations was part of what made him successful.]
Shall we go down the list in order, or is there one topic that stands out most that you'd like to tackle first, hmm?
[ if she had to pick a problem, ekko is the one that's front and center, and then silco's affairs right after. jinx stated she had lost interest in caring about her father's escapades, but that's only a half-truth. it still ruffles her raven feathers in some way, but maybe it's because of the unknown of it all, and the constant titter-tottering the line of curiosity and not wanting the details of whom this chosen is. so instead, his daughter tucks her head more inward to silco, nuzzling her nose against the fabric of his attire. ]
I guess... go down the line?
[ it sounds safer to do than the latter, and she screws her eyes shut while letting her father's scent flow through and give her some tranquility. ]
[Silco knew there were topics in that list she probably wanted to endeavor on first, but he respected that she said that they should go down the list in order. If she wanted to change it up then he would allow her that opportunity as well. This was going to be a long conversation over many topics, so he expected it was good that they both settled in comfortably.]
Your fight with Ange and not knowing how to act around her now. What was your argument about?
[He tightened his grip around her back, shifting his head so that his cheek could rest against the top of her head.]
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Date: 2024-07-29 04:39 am (UTC)Talk to Ragna... urgent. [ then scrapes lines underneath the word "urgent". his daughter glimpses back to her father, looking a bit concerned, and for good reason. ] — I'll go check on him later. I know he works for us and all, so I'll let know you what's up.
... You think it has something to do what that infection junk?
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Date: 2024-07-29 04:48 am (UTC)He nodded his head, and he made a mental note to check on Levi. He hoped his little bodyguard was just laying low, but he should be certain.]
Potentially. We won't know until you make contact. And if you go in person, be careful.
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Date: 2024-07-29 04:57 am (UTC)[ she nods back to him, taking a second to breathe out her small worry and think a little more on the rational side of things. ]
I don't think he'll hurt me and I don't want to hurt him, but... I'll bring a smoke bomb along. If he does strike, I'll use it to book it.
[ best case scenario, he's just sick, but given what happened recently... that seems unlikely. jinx reaches over again to take another chip and dip for another bite. before facing her partner in crime (and not knowing what to expect), she needs to gather her strength more than ever now. ]
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Date: 2024-07-29 05:04 am (UTC)He may not have a choice, Jinx. Be careful. It would be preferable if you contacted him by the network first to assess the situation.
[He would prefer that contact to be in front of him, but they had private discussions that he was not privy to. He had to respect her privacy and judgment regardless of his concerns.]
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Date: 2024-07-29 05:15 am (UTC)... Okay, I'll do that first. I'll call him later, see if he wants to talk that way or meet up.
[ her fingers dance over her device again, the black screen now twisting back to that lock and home screen displays. ]
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Date: 2024-07-29 05:21 am (UTC)Do that. Contact me if you suspect it might not be safe to go to him. I will either come with you or arrange escort.
[He wasn't going to lose his daughter. He had been protecting her as much as he could since she was small while also allowing her the freedom to defend herself. The brute was not someone he thought they could take in a combat situation.]
1/2
Date: 2024-07-29 05:33 am (UTC)sighing, his daughter goes through the whole process again to go through her voice mailbox, but skipping the first message, knowing who it belongs to. ]
Next message...
[ the teenager lifts her cup to her lips to take a mouthful. ]
2/2
Date: 2024-07-29 05:43 am (UTC)[ just hearing his voice gets an enormous reaction out of her. jinx's entire body almost lunges forward in a startle, and spills some of her juice over her paper, while also covering half her face from spatting it through her mouth and nostrils. ]
"I've been trying to reach you for days, but you haven't gotten back to me."
[ with the drink down on the table, his daughter groans and starts shrinking in her chair, sinking further and further while using her loose hair to cover her entire face as ekko sighs and goes on. ]
"I just...Want to make sure you are alright after everything that happened last week. I'm sorry I couldn't have done more to help you, but this isn't like you to be so quiet."
[ her father can't see it due to her hair, but she is screwing her eyes shut tight and praying to janna that he won't say anything insanely embarrassing. but when he says —]
"Call me back when you get this."
[ — then follow by the woman declaring the message ended, the blueberry haired girl lifts a tiny piece of her hair to peek at the device as if she is making sure the coast is clear. thank goodness he didn't say anything.... intimate, and she wastes no time to select the "delete this message" option. ]
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Date: 2024-07-29 01:00 pm (UTC)Of course Jinx's reaction to the message was worth the discontent that rippled through him. The boy had said plenty to him on the rooftop, unable to help himself from shooting his mouth off. The intention was clear that Ekko planned on stealing his daughter away, just like Quentin. He was the monster in their relationship after all.]
Don't.
[He ordered before she could delete the message. Much of the warmth had drained from his voice, and he folded his arms over his lap as he stared at the table, considering the concern in that one's tone at the end especially. Silco's posture had shifted through the message to being similar to when he was planning the demise of someone in Zaun.]
Play it again.
[Of course, if she had been quick about it and in fact deleted the message, that would be that. He had heard enough the first time, but it was always worthwhile to hear a second time to be certain.]
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Date: 2024-07-29 03:48 pm (UTC)at the second order, she hesitantly presses the repeat button, and ekko's voice rings in their atmosphere again. ugh, hearing it for the second time, and picking up the concern and sincerity in his syllables, makes her want to hide underneath the table. but instead of that, jinx returns to sag deep in her chair, then strains her arm to steadily scoop the snack to pop in her mouth through her waterfall of locks. ]
...
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Date: 2024-07-29 04:13 pm (UTC)Then it was over and that seemed to be that. A wave on the horizon building momentum.
He lifted his head again and forced his posture to relax again. He had much to think about, and he needed to carefully plan his next steps. After all, Jinx had already given him a taste of life without her in it for a month over a matter not discussed or resolved, but for the sake of the peace, he would let it lay.
He said nothing about the message. His eyes lifted from where they had stared as he regarded his daughter. The last and only piece of Zaun he had left.]
It tastes alright?
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Date: 2024-07-29 04:46 pm (UTC)[ ... she meant to say, "yes", but that sentence shoved away the word, then flew past the small gap between her two front teeth. slightly embarrassed by that outburst, jinx scoots more up right in her seat, and moves some of her hair behind her ear. ]
V-Vi texted me too!! All...worried and stuff. So he's... probably just worried like her.
[ why yes, she is going to throw her big sister into this to somehow make this look less... whatever this is. and while it would be very wise and smart for her to stop there, her tongue continues to flap out more words uncontrollably. ]
W-We did hug and...— [ kissed. but that confession, for some reason, got lost somewhere in the muddy waters of sentences. ] it's... not like Quentin. It's not going to end up like with Quentin.
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Date: 2024-07-29 05:06 pm (UTC)Speak of the devil herself...]
I see.
[He knew she had been affected by the gnosia, but it seemed to him that perhaps that group had endeavored to find her. He had assumed she had spent her time in the forest as he had been told, but the pieces were now lining up to paint a very different picture.
He knew there was more. He knew that she knew there was more, but she was withholding the information. While he could apply pressure, barb her with the true depth he knew was there, Silco had never wanted to let her be anything more than what she was. The same act he had done to protect him perhaps she was doing for him; the difference was he had to wonder if she actually had something to lose or if she had outgrown him as a family...]
Be careful. I've watched this dance before.
[It was all he could say. He couldn't stop her before, why think he could now? She was an adult, and she had a right to care for anyone she chose to. He might not agree, but he was wise enough to know forbidding this upcoming fire would only add fuel to it.]
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Date: 2024-07-29 05:24 pm (UTC)he didn't need to back then, he could have been like mylo and pointed a finger to tease how he was right all along. but her father comforted her, and helped her get back on her feet. jinx is still stumbling, of course, but at least her legs aren't as wobbly. his daughter ducks her head down, the automatic voice hanging itself up after not receiving a response on what to do next, and it left the room to swallow up in silence. that is, until... ]
... We kissed.
[ she admits finally, reaching over a crayon to idly roll around on the table. ]
He was saying a lotta things and... it got me... weak. I guess. But I told him no. That I didn't want to be with him. And I stand by what I said.
cw: thoughts of future/past violence?
Date: 2024-07-29 06:41 pm (UTC)He made a soft noise of acknowledgement as the full truth was dragged out of her. He didn't intend for her to feel the need to speak further of it, but her impulsiveness paired with her fear of abandonment usually pushed such things out of her sooner than later.
Yet, his gaze sharpened and his head tilted to the side as he steepled his fingertips together.]
You told him no? Before or after this... kiss?
[No one took advantage of his daughter. He would see them in tiny pieces, and he would be certain to do that personally.]
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Date: 2024-07-30 04:03 am (UTC)[ her cheeks burn again, and she chews on her bottom lip knowing she'll have to talk about the whole incident in order to answer his question in full. jinx clears her throat, then averts her gaze back to the crayon she's toying with. ]
He confessed he has feelings for me. That he always had feelings for me. [ jinx loosely shrug a shoulder as she chuckles weakly. ] — Heh, and I, uh, thought he was joking. Y'know, just... trying to trip me up or something. But he said that he wasn't, and... he never wanted to fight me in the first place.
[ her tongue feels so swollen as she attempts to elaborate that day, and she moves her hand away from the marker to have her hands rest neatly in her lap. ]
Then he asked if... if I felt something, and I... — I mean, I've always felt some kind of something with him. This attraction or whatever. Like I don't want anyone else to hurt him, but me. Or... touch him. 'Cause I was first.
Then he just... got closer and closer to me.
[ steadily, her hand moves up to grab a handful of her straight locks, idly combing it through her fingers with her tone curling into a fairy tale like pitch. ]
He said that, we could just start over here, and all he wants to do is to hold me... and kiss me. But I told him, that he would just leave me or-or hurt me in the end, and we couldn't... be together. I said if he kisses me, it means everything was real, and it all means something.
[ jinx pauses as she thinks back, her breath carefully leaving her lips while staring off to nowhere in particular, and vacantly combing through her hair still. ]
He said he would never hurt me... and he'll prove that he's real and everything he felt... was real. So then he...
[ the pinks of her eyes glisten as she takes herself back to that exact moment, being physically present but not present at the same time. ]
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Date: 2024-07-30 04:39 am (UTC)Of course, Silco was the hated target, wasn't it? The boy had accused him of brainwashing and manipulating his daughter. It was not the first time such notions were leveled at him. It was that or that his daughter compromised him and made him weak. The people here would likely be in full belief that he was the problem when it came to Jinx.
He nodded his head, easing back into his chair. There did not seem to be as much untoward as he would have liked, but that didn't mean that he was pleased to hear that there would be aggressive pursuit of his daughter. Maybe she actually had the right idea and they should vet each other's interest. Or just not have them at all.]
I see. Facts of the past speak differently regarding him hurting her. However, you said you couldn't be together with him. Why?
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Date: 2024-07-30 05:12 am (UTC)... Because I know if he ever finds out we have Shimmer, he'll try to get rid of it. We'll just go back to how things were. There's no... starting over.
[ there's another reason, too, and she builds up the courage to be truthful. ]
I know you don't like him, and I want to be with someone who you approve of, who you'll like. ... Being with him will hurt you, and I've done enough of that already.
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Date: 2024-07-30 05:44 am (UTC)Everyone from their world would disapprove of Shimmer being here; it was why he kept it secret for himself. Jinx was a bit more flagrant with it, but she had a far higher dose in her bloodstream than he did.]
He is welcome to try, but so far we have been fortunate to gain more. Still, it is a point of contention that will come to a head I expect.
[Silco regarded her silently at her reasoning, and he looked off across the house. He tapped his fingers lightly against his thigh as he considered.]
Our dislike is mutual, I imagine. There are very few that I approve of. What do you want?
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Date: 2024-07-30 06:05 am (UTC)[ she admits, voice turning frail and meek as she shifts in her seat to pull her legs up to embrace with. a part of her wants to cry, weirdly enough, but she blinks away any that might leak from the corner of her eyelids. ]
I don't know what I want, 'cause everything is so... — [ his daughter stops, deciding to rephrase her explanation. ] — First this fight with Ange, and I don't know how I'm supposed to be around her or act, t-then you and Vi dying, then you doing... stuff with someone here, and then Ekko doing this, then the stupid infection, and who knows what's wrong with Ragna... Just all of it is... a lot, and so much in my life is changing, and it's... going too fast.
It makes my head hurt, and makes everything so loud in my head. I can't think, and all I want to do is shoot something because that's the only thing that doesn't make stuff hard for me.
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Date: 2024-07-30 01:20 pm (UTC)[Normally she just slid into his lap on her own, but the chair and the situation didn't allow for that easily without invitation from him he supposed. He let her talk though, make a list of all the complications of her life that were twisting her up before he answered.]
We can only control what we can control and exert pressure to other unmanageable elements. Shall we discuss some solutions, or would you prefer to simply talk about all these matters?
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Date: 2024-07-30 05:39 pm (UTC)But these equations are too complicated.... are they any solutions?
[ from her standpoint, all she sees is a chalkboard filled with complexed calculus problems, and it's so overwhelming that not even a genius like her can't figure out where to start first. ]
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Date: 2024-07-31 01:10 pm (UTC)There are always solutions, Jinx. What we need to do is break them down into smaller pieces and deduce what the base issues are and build to the more complicated topics.
[Reading people and understanding their motivations was part of what made him successful.]
Shall we go down the list in order, or is there one topic that stands out most that you'd like to tackle first, hmm?
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Date: 2024-07-31 08:05 pm (UTC)I guess... go down the line?
[ it sounds safer to do than the latter, and she screws her eyes shut while letting her father's scent flow through and give her some tranquility. ]
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Date: 2024-08-01 03:24 am (UTC)Your fight with Ange and not knowing how to act around her now. What was your argument about?
[He tightened his grip around her back, shifting his head so that his cheek could rest against the top of her head.]
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